Here I sit holding both lustful and “pure” thoughts in my head at the same time. It’s almost like a split screen view.(Though such thoughts are usually far from the words we have to describe them. Such is that comparison)
As I read more about the Hindu idea of detachment, I am of course confused. In a previous period of my life I did practice something of a sort of detachment. Yet when I look back at that time, it seems like I didn’t truly have a soul.
I desire her.
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